WORLD OF MY OWN

2007-11-29T22:27:00.001+08:00

I'M FEELING O SO MOODY THESE FEW DAY

AND I DONT KNOW WHY

AND I DONT FEEL LIKE CRAPPING

AND I'M TIRED

AND I'M ALL STRESSED UP

AND AND AND

OK THAT'S NO MORE AND. GOOD NIGHT BLOG

2007-11-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

Love

If it's meant to happen

it will happen somehow

Kept the love in just your heart.

Maybe you will like that feeling of missing someone,

that point of time when everything seems to stop,

always keeping you,

in an oblivious state.

You might like living on the one-way street which keep everyone missing.

How much would the world change if everyone keep their promise

How wonderful can it gets

How wonderful would it be

Life could actually be lonesome.

Till you saw her, everything may change and become beautiful.

You will start to fall in love with the sunset in faraway land which sets you thinking.

You will start appreciating the stars across the horizon which shine through the night.

Well

Missing

is actually,

a pleasure in disguise.

2007-10-30T18:34:00.000+08:00

School was alright today.

Went for a hour lecture and went to town with my classmate.

Catch the brave one, not a bad show la.

kinda nice.

Tml going to school again.

Superly random.

2007-10-30T18:18:00.001+08:00

BY II DIVO-EVERYTIME I LOOK AT YOU.
A lovely song, enjoy :)

I used to think that I was strong
I realise now I was wrong'
Cause every time I see your face
My mind becomes an empty space
And with you lying next to me
Feels Like I can hardly breathe
I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
So lead me through tonight
But please turn out the light
'Cause I'm lose every time I look at you
And in the morning when you go
Wake me gently so I'll know
That loving you was not a dream
And whisper softly what it means to be with me
Then every moment we're apart
Will be a lifetime to my heart
I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
SO lead me through tonight
But please, please turn out the light
'Cause I'm lost every time I look at you
Lost. every time I look at you

2007-10-03T20:21:00.001+08:00

Boring

Boring

Boring

Holiday has been a boring period of time for me!! Bored bored bored, well at least i got someone to accompany me these few days/weeks. But i'm still bored. Damn holiday so boring.

2007-10-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

SCYTHIA WANTED LIST :D
ALRIGHT SENTOSA OUTING WITH SCYTHIA. I KOPE ALL THIS PIC FROM MAYBELLE.
LET THE PICTURE SPEAK :D LAZY TYPE HAHA:-*

THE GIRLS IN OUR GROUP Failure in doing handstand haha Alright i like this alot, the poster boys of the LJS :D
O and we went to play soccer but maybelle find's it lame.
Alright i shall end it with this pic
O and ya, kc and eric came late therefore they arent in the wanted list pic haha.

And i have just change my skin, this look kinda nice. CREDIT TO TINGHUI :)

2007-09-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

Well well well... here i'm, back to blogging.

Had not been sleeping well these few days..

Don't know why,

but i'm starting to think abt my future,

starting to wonder if i'm strong enough to face the world outside,

starting to wonder if i'm able to turn out fine,

starting to wonder if i can find a job that can support my expenses

starting to wonder if i'm able to cope with the stress if i ever go overseas study.

starting to wonder if i had even be a bundle to my family member, wondering if i'm still gonna rely so much on my parents.

What if my parents is gone, can i be independent enough? Had i done my part as a son to them?

How nice would it be when u know u had done ur part as a son, How nice would it be when ur parents hug u tightly and whisper to ur ear one night saying they are so proud having u in this world with them, having u is their greatest achivement in their entire life?

Humans do die, but will or can i know if i have done them proud before they leave this everyone so called "cruel" world?

well....... But i'm glad and proud to say that "i've a blessed family"

starting to wonder if my friends around me is true to me, if the "best pal list" i listed in my heart remain as it is. Or issit some surface kinda kind of friends.

starting to wonder if i'm being myself or have i changed to another when i'm facing the world outside.

Well felt somehow better after typing out the things i wanna say.

Alright :)
BYE BLOG.

2007-09-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT??

I PASS ALL MY SUBJECT..

WOOHOOO!! CELEBRATION.

BUT NEED TO WAIT TILL MY LEG RECOVER -.-

DAMN. HAHA

2007-09-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

O GREAT, I SPRAIN MY ANKLE DURING A FRIENDLY -.-

IT IS SO SWOLLEN, IT LOOK LIKE A BUN.

2007-09-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

Alright since i have some time before i go to work`

i shall blog :D

The Day at zoo ::D

My polymates! haha...

welll actually i'm kinda lazy to tell u all what we did in the zoo, just let picture say it all la. :)

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA..

Alrigh bye blog.

2007-09-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

THIS IS WAY TOO COOL.... TOOK THIS PIC WITH LINYU!!

HAHA FIND IT kinda cool :D

where am i looking? i was looking at jes for deleting that unglam picture of her's!! haha and i fall into her trap wah lao -.-

soory girl's out there, this guy down here is reserved by someone :D welll but he is available :D

Anyway haha went to scythia outing today with my poly friends.

Wanted to go ecp but ended up with a heavy rain.

So we went to cine and watch evan's almighty. Well isnt really that nice compare to Rush hour 3 :D

Yea afterwhich we went down to some very ex place to eat haha, and i'm sua gu enough down there. Jes and zhao lin knows what happen la huh! ha

Then we went to walk around orchard...

Then far east, then alex came,

and we took a pic together with his LJS

After eating his LJS, we all head home.

Tiring day, well tml will be a even tiring day because i'm heading to the ZOO.

Let's pray it wont rain.

2007-09-01T13:33:00.000+08:00

WOHH HOOO!!!!! EXAM OFFICAIALLY OVER~.

ok i abit slow, actually is thursday exam over le. well kinda lazy to blog that's why didnt keep u all update abt my exam.

WEll essfac is ok, at least i know i no need take sup paper for that.

AND HOLIDAYSSS IS HERE, WE GONNA PARTY PARTY IN GENTING SOON. ALSO LOTS OF SLEEP FOR ME, TV SERIES TO CATCH UP AND AND CATCHING UP WITH MY SEC AND POLY SCH FRIENDS.

Next week programme,

MONDAY-SCYTHIA ECP OUTING(our scythia group isnt dead like the others :D)

TUESDAY-going to the ZOO with my classmate, class outing at the ZOO? well is gonna be fun.

WED-FRIDAY--working working working

SAT-i'm freee... who wanna book me? ha

SUNDAY-working again. *nolife*

Genting should be after 18th sept ba, well looking forward to it.

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY POST... BYE BLOG.

2007-08-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

Alright after studying abit of math, haha i'm bored to death.

Therefore i shall blog...

Went to study with aric,

haha end up studying abit, but more of playing his laptop games lol.

OK BORED~... Therefore i shall put some pic on my blog, if not my blog is so not colourful. :D

PUT MY PIC :D ok?

OK TAKE IT AS A YES :D

HAHAHA BUT I'M NOT VAIN.

bored over studying la,that's why i take pic LOL.

TAKEN BY MY BRO, HA NOT BAD LA.

OK i ain vain, just to beautify my blog whahaha :D

aLRIGHT bAACK TO STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~

2007-08-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

IWD A TOTAL SUCESS WITH THE SACRIFICE OF ALL MY BRAIN CELLS,

AND GUESS WHAT? I THINK I FLUNK IN MY CKT TEST INSTEAD.

IS DAMN BULLSHIT FOR 2 PAPERS TO BE IN THE SAME DAY MAN. F***

DAMN DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF FOR NOT DOING WELL IN CKT,

IF CAN, I THINK...

I'M LEFT WITH THE SUPPLMENTRY PAPER TO PASS MY CKT.

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN,

SCREW SCREW SCREW SCREW SCREW SCREW SCREW..

2007-08-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

Alright alright here's what happen today....

Went to school early in the morning to study with my classmate and all the way to 5?

haha ok i got to admit one thing, my classmate is funny man....

Crack some random jokes with shawn and found out one new trendy trendy expression used by Xiao ling.

That is, WHOO!!

haha uhmm.... ok nvm, some internal jokes between us.

And jes haha since u bother coming to tag at my blog, should i post that Classic picture of u up here on my blog?? u know.... just to thank you for tagging?? anyway my blog is so unknown to everyone right??? LOL :D :D :D :D :D

Left like uhmm.... 1 1/2 days for me to study before my exam.

One word to end today post.
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STRESS.

2007-08-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

AM I MISSING SOMETHING?? OR HAS IT BEEN TOO MUCH OF A MEMORIES.

EXAM COMING, AND IT'S LIKE THREE DAYS AWAY?

GOSH I THINK I WILL FLUNK MY IWD EXAM AGAIN.

TOO MUCH OF PAPERS FOR ME TO HANDLE

AND PIMPLE ARE POPPING OUT LIKE VOCALNO ERUPTING??

O MY O MY,

DURING THE HOLIDAY'S GONNA SPEND IT REALLY REALLY WELL

WITH THE PLANNING OF GOING GENTING WITH SOME OF MY FRIEND.

SET SET AND YES IS SET.

2007-07-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

Alright back to blog...

Today was just a so so so day in school.

Then went back with Jes my scam-partner A.K.A scamer too :D

Did some really stupid stuff in the bus like grading whose first and whose last??

Quite random and stupid stuff la.

Ok gonna come back blog soon.

TIRED TIRED TIRED DAY.

2007-07-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

New skin everyone :D

It's linkin park!! but the song is from fall out boys.

haha doesnt means linkin park skin gotta put songs of theirs right???

anyway i will update soon!! :D

update update update soon soon soon.

2007-06-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

雨下在我窗前

玻璃也在流眼淚

街上的人都看起來

比我幸福一點

用寂寞來測驗

還是最想要你陪

曾一起走過的夏天

我常常會夢見

我猜不到你真正的感覺

思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈

有的時候我寧願

你對我壞一點

無法停止幻想我們的永遠

愛你是孤單的心事

不懂你微笑的意思

只能像一朵向日葵

在夜裡默默的堅持

愛你是孤單的心事

多希望你對我誠實

一直愛著你

用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡

有沒有一點特別

就怕你終究沒發現

我還在你身邊

2007-06-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

OK TIME FOR SENTOSA PICTURE!!! :D

Before we went to sentosa.

At vivo :)

The funky want. ahh.. before we leave vivo to SENTOSA!!! one last picture with the FISHY FISHY
BOO! and we reached sentosa.

guess what we saw??

(4 hunks and a group pic)

The papa fish! :D *credit: 2 photos with him* A group pic :) *with the same teeth* Then off we go to thee beach! (taken by me :D ha)

O then i saw this cool fountain and got the urge to drink some of it.
Nah just kidding, faking it. ha

Alright then more photos!!! Most of it is taken by me hoh!! :D i'm the best photographer :D lala.

haha look at gary and warren, like some bollywood actor. got potential la

Reaching the beachies. and we saw this thingy that the guys cant resist to take a pic of it. :D

Here comes the muscular........

1st MAN.
2nd MAN.
3rd MAN. 4th MAN.
5th MAN? ha sorry ar, she got the mentality to become one :D Alright now picture taken by me :D everyone comment on it man!!

Alright haha more pic in the water, plsssss everyone look at veron's blog! lazy to upload more.

ooook a few last picture before i end my blog :D

Going home pic!

YEP YEP..... everyone enjoy enjoy my blog :D

2007-06-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A HAPPY HAPPY DAY :D

Sentosa sentosa, how fun can it be??? gonna update photo of the sentosa trip with orsin gang ASAP on this blog.

Fun fun fun.

DAMN SCHOOL'S STARTING TML ARRRRR school start=sian -.-

2007-06-22T16:00:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was hell loads of fun...

fun fun fun fun fun :D

2007-06-21T11:29:00.000+08:00

Alright back to blog...

Last few days went to work at thai accent and i found there a much more better place to work

than at oriental. lol

5hr a day provided with an excellent lunch haha.

Quite a easy job to do la, at least i do not need to portion or work till late hours.

O and i found out 2 in-charge working at oriental too. haha one from melt, the other know ricky!

Well today is thursday, looking forward to friday bball gathering which we didnt had for so so
long.

O AND JUST TO REMIND ALL OF U

HOLIDAY'S ENDING SOON.. haha PATHETIC TWO WEEKS NIA, NO FUN.

ALRIGHT I'LL STOP HERE. UPDATE SOON UPDATE SOON.

CIAO EVERYONE :D

PULAU UBIN!!

2007-06-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

Alright everyone back to blog blog blog. Let's talk about the major outing i had. :D

Friday went to pulua ubin with the scythian, haha i'm part of the "government" to organise this major scythian outing. Although i rarely attend any of the meeting they had haha but i'm still part of them :D

Haha those invovle in organising this outing must report at tampines interchange at 8.30am on friday morning lol. Buttt.....i was late haha and poor rayna had to wait for me. Meet kian teck( my amk ka ki ) to go tampines together. I reached there around 9.30, and almost all the group distributed to us have left. haha leaving rayna, jes and some of the scythian. Well at least i'm not the only person whose late. Haha still got somemore ppl who are later than me, and we have to wait for them. Ali whose the in charge of these ubin outing asked me and rayna to wait for the rest before proceeding to ubin. O since kazumi is waiting for jacq, she waited with us. We waited around 1/2 an hr, we decided to leave. Haha then the four of us decided to take pic on the way to ubin. Alright enough of talking haha, let's see Picc...

We took a bus from interchange to changi village to collect chicken rice for the rest of the scythian.

Haha then we bought 38 packet of chicken rice from TIONG BAHRU BONELESS HAINANESE CHICKEN RICE store. Then we head to the jetty to PULAU UBIN

Then the boat came, haha and more pic. HAHA eee... rayna act cute. Finally we reached PULAU UBIN.

O ya this is our "GOVERNMENT".

Everything went smoothly as planned on that day. After everything we went to changi village to have our dinner and went home seperately.

OVERALL WE END OUR DAY WITH A JUMPP!! HAHA :D
ooooo HAHAH UPDATE UPDATE. THIS IS MY SCYTHIA GROUP!

2007-06-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

GREAT, IS HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....

Today just send bixia back to hongkong, then the whole group of us including one which i have to say ("china" emo girl) HAHA went to changi village to have our dinner. Then we went down to see THE AQUAS and saw some action in theee car lol.

After which we took a bus bus back to amk.

Alright tml will be a fun-filling day for me again, gonna spend my holiday wisely. Haha actually also dont know what to blog la. Mm.. o ya i think i flunk my IWD-INTELLIGENT WORKPLACE paper today, i thought i memorise everything but haha i think i didnt really did that.

haha o well SUB PAPER here i comee!!!

Alright everyone sleep early!!! ciao.

2007-06-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

Alright today circuit analysis paper is a killer. haha dont know if i can pass for that paper. Anyway tml having ESSFAC test, good luck to myself.

O bixia came back from hong kong, and what a surprise when yingxiu called me yesterday night and ask me to go down take present. Anyway the present is bixia la, haha well actually i'm quite smart to know that bixia is the present. So there isnt much of a surprise and bixia is quite sad when she saw my un-shocked face lol... sorry la bixia, next time u come back singapore i give u one very shocking face lol...

And i finally found a job, although i'm working as a waiter (*again) but i'm not going to be working tilll late hours like working in the hotel and most importantly i do not need to portion the food for the customer. Going for interview this sat

O and miss ching my secondary math teacher is getting married this sat haha. But too bad
i cant attend miss ching marriage, got interview ma. Haha Anyway miss ching congrats to u, finally going to marry well i suppose is jason yap?? haha

GOOD LUCK.

WORLD OF MY OWN...

2007-06-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

Just bought a laptop not long ago and i'm using it haha. not bad not bad, i got a wide LCD screen lol... i just updated this song by paramore and i found it not bad... everyone enjoy it!!

O ya today just had my first poly term test which engine math came first... well actually isnt that bad doing la. Can be done. haha alright tml is my circuit analysis paper? i dont know if i will flunt in that paper because till now i still dont understand how to do. Holiday's on the way and i dont know if i can find a job, but no matter what i wont go back oriental.

I think i got it through... maybe will somehow still be thinking when i'm alone, but everything's gonna be ok..

HALLELUJAH EVERYONE :)

WORLD ALONE :(

2007-05-31T12:57:00.001+08:00

I cant put down. i regreted.

Maybe just one sentence from u,

saying that u dont wish us to end this way,

but that isnt possible for now.

I know u aint gonna be by my side anymore.

Thanks for the beautiful memories u crave in my heart. Thanks for the 999 folded hearts, the pig which is still with me and the piggybank? yep.

the memories on 24th of march? our first month annivasary at sentosa?

the stupid things we do together like shouting out each other name at the beach?

writing out ILOVEU on the sand?

I hope uu have a great memories with me somehow? i know u wont

reply me, i know u wont. but i still believe u will give me a message someday later?

Maybe not now. But i know someday later u will, i believe and hope so.

Love is all about sour,sweet,bitter and spicy. i know alot alot thru this relationship,

maybe this is one relationship i think i learnt alot and somehow grow from it.

Somehow i think it leaves a impact to me.

2007-05-26T17:19:00.001+08:00

True love is a sacred flame

That burns eternally,And none can dim its special glow

Or change its destiny.

True love speaks in tender tones

And hears with gentle ear,

True love gives with open heart

And true love conquers fear.

True love makes no harsh demands

It neither rules nor binds,

And true love holds with gentle hands

The hearts that it entwines.

WORLD OF U AND ME:)

2007-05-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

When I met you, I had no idea how much

my life was about to be changed...

A love like ours happens once in a lifetime.

You were a miracle to me,

the one who was everything I had ever dreamed of,

the one I thought existed only in my imagination.

And when you came into my life,

I realized that what I had always thought

was happiness couldn’t compare to the joy

loving you brought me.

You are a part of everything I think and do and feel,

and with you by my side, I believe that anything is possible.

Thank you for the miracle of you...

You are, and always will be,the love of my life.

WORLD OF U AND ME

2007-03-26T15:52:00.000+08:00

Alright i'm back to blog. i recevied my enrolment package and many forms to fill up for my application to TP. so troublesome haha... alright then i went for medical checkup on 22th of march and it took me 5 long hours to finish my checkup. so damn long, and there's like few hundred people at woodlands civic center? No la kidding haha just around 60+ people? haha in case anyone who havent go for checkup, pls dont go to woodlands want, haha u will sit till ur butt pain ar! Then after my checkup i went to watch movie with the orsin gang after which we went to had our supper at kopitiam.

Then sat went to training with melville, brooks, richard, glenn, desmond, yong sheng and vick. Had fun training with them haha we got the teamwork we needed to win others ar! then around 7plus i went to beach with jiamin haha. before going to the beach i ta pao bee hoon go there eat lo, haha so romantic of me ar! LOL ta pao food. Ya anyway had a wonderful night spending with her at the beach! hope u enjoy urself too. Although i'm so not romantic to have brought along the bee hoon ar! haha o ya and the turtle u brought for me, haha that turtle looks cuter than u ar! LOL oops, no la just kidding u look cuter la u look cuter! haha that turtle reminds me of my dead turtle which die years ago LOL.

Ok everyone think i'm stopping here! blog again when i feel like it! haha ciao. Ok since i know these kind of words can be read ar, writing down here just to tell u dear! I LOVE YOU :).

WORLD OF ME AND U :)

2007-03-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, i'm back to blog blog and blog! ok get everyone updated of my school first, i finally got into a poly which is temasek poly studying intelligent building techonology!! haha was afraid that i cant get into any poly at frist because the starting first 12 choices that i applied is unsucessful. haha thought i will be schooless but well i managed to appeal to one. and ya tips for those junior of mine, dont be so stupid to choose ur courses that u cannot go in, haha u will end up being schooless. Had a great month this year, talk about the outing i had with my oriental work pals first. Went to sentosa with gary,shu fen,alicia,meixuan,liling,alvin,warren,yongjian,jeraborne,veronica,yan qing,mei fang,sook yi,candy and and JIA MIN :)). had so much fun that day although it was raining haha... ok then the chalet, first night was exciting because the whole group of us went to old changi hospital, second night we played true or dare and it was memorable :) the third night we were kind of bored le la, haha cant think of games to play so we just play blind mice in one of the chalet room. o ya haha the chalet is just beside OCH and when we first got there, i got the feeling to go back home haha is so eerie down there, like those haunted mansion surrounded by trees?? aiya u all can imagine how it look like le la, chalet that looks like a haunted mansion?? but overall had a memorable and great time spending with her and everyone else :)

Then east coast park, on the 08.03.07 :)

it was a important day for me to know an answer from her, i walk her to the beach when sun-set falls,braving all my courage i asked, " can u be my girlfriend?" from that minute onwards when she nod her head and say yes, i know i have a responsibility to hold, to keep my promises made to her, to share all the secret with her and finally love her and treat her better than how i am treating myself now. It is a blessing that i got u, dont even know how i get to know her at first. Although we work in the same hotel but we never work together before. and after we went to kbox with the rest of the oriental pals, i get to know u. Ha, maybe is fate that bring us together huh? :)

I care about how u feel and love everything that u does. Although i'm afraid to lose u, afraid that u will have a change of heart, afraid of many many other things. But just to let u know, before any of the afraid's happen, i will love u with all my hearts :)

love,
hongling

MY WORLD

2007-02-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

Ok i'm back to tell all of u my results! haha... didnt have the time to blog la, everytime work work work till midnight or not keep going out and out till late hours, , that's why it took me so long to post again.. yes O level results! haha.. well i should say not bad for me la, at least i didnt get a D7 or E8 for my english! great improvement for me because i get a c5 instead... science a b3, chinese a b3, Dnt a c5 haha(never really study yet i can get a c5, not bad not bad :) ), Combined humans a B4!!!!! ( chua ngee ngee teach want hoh, dont play play lol ), mm... some unexpected subject than i didnt do well is POA which i get a d7 for it and math a c5... but overall i fare quite welll la.. QUITE well!! haha... ok i sbumitted my courses and here's what i chose

1st choice-biomedical science/biomedical laboratory tech( in np)

2nd choice-biomedical science( in sp )

3rd choice-biomedical engineering

4th choice-business IT( in np )

5th choice-business IT( in sp )

6th choice-maritime transportation management( in sp )

7th choice marine engineering ( in sp )

8th choice-triple E( in sp )

9th choice-business studies( in np)

10th choice-business adminstration( in sp )

11th choice-business/logistics& ops mgt/marketing( in tp )

12th choice-logistics management( in np )

yup and in case all of u are wondering why i chose only these two poly! haha because i dont like the other poly la. LOL dont play play haha science my first choice hoh... next time i may become a scientist haha!!! O ya last sat went to sent yitian off, because she is going australia for further studies... then sunday went over to jonathan house to celebrate his birthday for him! and guess what? while we were singing the happy birthday song to him, he almost cry.. hahaha because is a surprise birthday party for him and he didnt expected us to go celebrate for him at first hahaha... wat a scene! o YA i went over his hse with stenly, yaonan and one more guy which i had forgotten his name haha ya.. ok today i went out and saw MEIQI, that's what she wanted me to write la, haha although i didnt saw her!!! ok it's getting late... gonna stop here and maybe next week then i blog again?? haha going back malaysia to celebrate my CNY.

take care and good night :)

MY WORLD

2007-02-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since i blog.. haha ok,i created a new blog because i got the sudden urge to blog again?? lol... anyway does any of you know how to make the tag box at the side of my blog??

haha i created this blog and i thought that there will be one, but there isn't one.

So what should i talk about in my first blog?? haha how about counting down to my O level result.. i am damn nervous and scare that i couldn't do well for my O's... is like 38 1/2 hrs before i get my result and i dont think i can sleep through the night not thinking about it... haha i may even dream of it when i fall asleep lol... wah.. i dont know what's my first reaction when i get it, i think is either cry or smile.. thinking of what will happen on that day,

1st-miss chung worried face?

2nd-the results

3rd-that i will pass my english and the other subject with L1R4 getting 20 or below?

4th-people crying and people congratulating each other

Phew......seriously hoping that everyone of us in the express stream will pass our O's and none gonna retain. haha how i wish...

tml going to work and not think about my result first haha but i dont think that's possible.. lol because everyone will be talking about it.. but quite funny la, Oriental staff that i know isn't that keen to get back their result haha... and everyone is like saying "Shhh... dont remind me and dont talk about it" haha...

O ya yesterday i went to collect my pay with ck and went to town with ck and friends.. and we met wen hui and breda while shopping haha... and EVERYONE today is LAI WEN HUI birthday, remember to wish her or u will be dead meat haha wen hui reminded me and ck yesterday that her birthday is today and not to forget her present.. Ha wen hui.... lol ok think i should stop here and get all of u updated about my result on saturday if i think i done well for it.. if not maybe after i get over my poor result then i tell all of u...

take care and good night! :)